There is always a first time

I am sitting in zero g with my friends, and just before we left that place... DJ put one song, whose only line I am able to comprehend is " There is always a first time". And this just strike me like ten thousand lightening storms. And result of this storm taken a shape of poem. So true in itself, "there is always a first time". Isn't it?

There is always a first time

first time of love,

first time of betray.

first time of light,

first time of dark.

there is always a first time.....

first time of smile,

first time of cry.

first time of innocence,

first time of vile.

there is always a first time.....

first time of normalcy,

first time of absurdity.

first time of perfect,

first time of abstract.

first time of egotism,

first time of self pride.

there is always a first time.....

the first hug,

the first parting away.

the first tears of joy,

the first tears of cry.

there is always a first time.....

the first sense of individuality,

the first sense of dependency.

the first sense of a free bird,

the first sense of constraints.

There is always a first time.....

Tumhari Amrita

Today, atlast, i am able to fullfill one of my wish which is getting stronger with the time..... six years..."Tumhari Amrita" yehi naam hai meri us wish ka....

This is the play based on english play where characters just set on the stage and read down there letters..... just plain letters... Are they really plain???

This play is story of intense unfullfilled love ( one sided , though Amrita deny this.... but thats the reality). It clearly depicts how intense a woman can love..... and how dumb or I should say how comfortably man can make himself ignorant of such toranado of feelings.... It portrays shades of woman who just want love.... And idiot man never understand it and always given excuses of constraint for denial .... but gets what he wants..... Its depict a person's dynamicism and same time comfortable adaptablity of other..... It depicts thirty five years of emotions wrapped in mist waiting for ray of sun.... just one ray of sun.....

Yehi hai mere vicharoein ki "Tumhari Amrita".......