Honnermardu trip with fifteen angels was one of my best trips. For four days my life was so simple. Now when I look back, I am unable to answer a simple question - "Life which I lived for four days is my real life or life which i am living from my childhood is real". The latter is a life which can't be sustained without dependencies; dependencies which we have only created, for maintaining our living status. While I was talking to one of my friend, about this experience, he revealed a great point of view about "living versus surviving". What does a human want if he just leaves his or her living status? Food, isn't it?? Surviving is basic for a human and of attaining this; he or she is always capable. As living comes into picture, problems start. Creation of layers starts. A sense of presence starts. A sense of "survival of the fittest" starts. And this starts race, rage, violence, agony, depression etc.
When I was on four days of nirvana, I didn't have to care for my presentation, my status. I was like a free bird. Life is just enjoying with angels in laps of nature. But as I entered concrete jungle automatically all dependencies, layers, constraints started. Living took over survival.
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Yes & no is my paradoxical answer. If living creates all those problems, it also gives you means to solve them. I think its a richer experience to live; I reckon its possible for all of us to live beaming & full, just that the 'how' of it is, perhaps, not very general & needs to be personalized for each one of us.
And in spite of your post, I think your own 'need' for expressing is strong enough stop surviving & start living.
S!
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